soundtrack breaking dawn

CHRISTINA PERRI - A THOUSAND YEARS 

Heart beats fast, Colors and promises
How to be brave, How can I love when I'm afraid
To fall, But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt, Suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

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I have died everyday waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid 

I have loved you for aThousand years
I'll love you for a Thousand more

Time stands still Beauty I know she is
I will be brave I will not let anything 
Take away What's standing in front of me
Every breath, Every hour has come to this

One step closer


I have died everyday Waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid
I have loved you for a Thousand years
I'll love you for a Thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought Your heart to me
I have loved you for a Thousand years
I'll love you for aThousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday Waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid,
I have loved you for a Thousand years
I'll love you for aThousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought Your heart to me
I have loved you for a Thousand years
I'll love you for a Thousand more

BRUNO MARS - IT WILL RAIN 

If you ever leave me, baby,
Leave some morphine at my door
Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have,
We don't have it anymore.

There's no religion that could save me
No matter how long my knees are on the floor, oh
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I'm making 
To keep you by my side
And keep you from walking out the door.

Cause there'll be no sunlight
if I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
if I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds, 
my eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain,
rain, rain

I'll never be your mother's favorite
Your daddy can't even look me in the eye
Oooh if I was in their shoes, I'd be doing the same thing
Saying there goes my little girl
walking with that troublesome guy
But they're just afraid of something they can't understand
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Oooh well little darling watch me change their minds
Yea for you I'll try, I'll try, I'll try, I'll try
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding
If that'll make it right

Cause there'll be no sunlight
if I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
if I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds, 
my eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain, 
rain, rain

Ooooh Don't just say 
goodbye, don't just say, goodbye
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding
If that'll make it right

Cause there'll be no sunlight
if I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
if I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds, 
my eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain, 
rain, rain...

singapore student exchange

     
     Sedih sih memang, salah satu temen yang bakal ikut student exchange "udah pergi duluan" tapi suatu saat semua pasti bakal nyusul, tapi gak ada yang tau kapan... someday ... Yang lalu biarkan berlalu, itu sudah kehendak tuhan yang maha esa, kita dari bawah cuma bisa mengikuti segala kuasanya. Setelah kegalauan kami yang berkepanjangan akibat so many problems yang terjadi sebelum program student exchange ke singapore. Awalnya kami semua ingin sekali mengikuti program tersebut, namun juga mengikuti study tour ke jakarta. Tapi keantusiasan kami berubah, saat guru guru bilang jadwalnya berbeda, it make kami have bad condition, ada yang nangis lah, ada yang lalalalalalala blalalalbal. Karena desakan hati dan orang tua, saya akhirnya terpaksa ikut student exchange singapore, padahal temen temen nyuruh bareng study tour ke jakarta! penggalauan dimulai and DILEMA *musikcheerybellek* . 20 orang akhirnya terpilih *gawat* ikut student exchange ke singapore. Setelah kebahagian yang luar biasa dihapus oleh kesedihan yang mendalam karena kehilangan 2 orang  keluarga besar spensa . Tapi kami mencoba mengerti, mereka anak yang baik , makanya tuhan manggil duluan, tapi suatu saat kita nyusul kok :') . Yang tadinya 20 , kini menjadi 19. :( 
Teman teman yang lain pada tanggal 29 Oktober 2011study tour ke Jakartaa disertai rasa sedih yang mendalam karena kehilangan 1 rombongan jakarta 


     DAYS 1


Akhirnya 30 Oktober 2011 tiba, 19 orang  (seharusnya 20) semua pada bangun pagi , dan kemudian kumpul bareng di sekolah jam 5 and then berangkat ke Bandara Ngurah Rai,transit di Jakarta cukup lama dan bikin bosen, lanjut ke singapore. Nyampek di Changi airport, kita makan siang dulu

ella, nita, ayu and me :)

New water, ayu, nindy, nanda, indira <3 try to drink mineral water from urine :s

setelah berkunjung ke new water kita pergi ke merlionpark

girls day out , my pretty friend <3

Orchad road, i love this colourfull pouch <3 :* 

setelah itu kita pergi ke Costa sand resort hotel, stay disana, malemnya dikasi waktu free time , tapi karena capek jadi kita semua mandi, makan malem , tidur 

DAYS 2 

take picture in costa sand

my bestfriend in bedok south secondary school<3
name (from left) brenda, charleen, me, and faith.
Charleen was my buddy, i like her so much cause she same like me :D

       

girls night out , always dinner and shopping <3

DAYS 3 

we do some physical experiment , oh god i love it . Ini tuh asyik gila gak boring
bila dibandingin BA School (hahah my school) :p keren banget deh , lab juga  <3 

DANGER!!!! HAHA WE MUST CAREFULLY 

malemnya kita dinner, abistu belanja, nah kan pas aku sama ayu mau nuker belanjaan yang dibeli sebelumnya ke Cotton On, aku mintak kunci and then aku ke kamarku, ayu kekamarnya . Pas di lobby im pray to the God " God , please i wanna see MR N, aku udah jauh jauh dari Bali ke Singapore buat dia.. (sebenernya bukan) ... 5 Second after that *soundon, lighting* , shay dateng ke ayu nanya ella mana, then dia kasi sureprised bawain MR N ke costa sand juga... Oh my goddd im really happy , thanks god <3

shopaholic <3 hunt the vintage collection in costa mall 

we play and watch roller coaster in 4D, wow amazinggg. pertama MR N mau duduk sama aku, 

tapi aku malu makanya aku duduk sama ayu :p 

eat some marcoon and cookies monster cupcake <3

Sebelemunya aku sempet menunggu banget hari MR N dateng ke hotel, but i dunno what  i get bored, jealous and some problemmmm........ ah godddddd why?!

DAYS 4 

we learn ICT project so boring........

after dinner in food court di mall costa sand, ya biasa gue mesennya chicken teriyaki ato gak seafood, pokoknya makanan indonesia sama chinese, hehehehee we do activity yang biasa kita lakuin dikamar, gossip :p

DAYS 5 

days 5 kita dapet permainan floor ballllllllllllllll, woooooooo seneng bangettt dehhhh, see that 2 guys, 

i dunno what, its joking or not, everybody told me, yaaa MR S ada feeling sama aku, ahahaha, tapi aku anggep itu "cuman" bercanda, what ever i love him or not :p, hahahaha kalo Mr S itu paling banyak disukain sama tmn2ku yang lain, hahahaha they said " OMG he looks like JB, lalalala " first gue gaminat liat ni org, abistu gue add, eh dia malah chat di fb, anddddddd we do skype, i love that time <3, but now gue sama dia end, end bukan berarti pernah pacaran ya, oh goddd sorry mereka jauh dan gabakal bisa ketemu lagi :p

take picture in hall for floorball, dilantai 2, gilakkkkkk BDS <3

Because i sangat excited pas hari itu meski ada sedikit probleemmm, heheheheeh kita foto 

bareng gang <3 except the MRS Milowww hueksss

DAYS 6 

Damn, disuru ngajarin nari bali -,-

and then kita show tari indiaaaaaa, hahaaha :p

its hard to believe, days 6 itu terakhir kalinya kita di Bedok South secondary school :'( , padahal kan baru 4 hari, kenapa bentar banget yaaaaaa..............., after get piagam penghargaan, kita dijemput homestay kita IRIS, ahahahahaha kami semua nangisss sepanjang perjalanan :'D

DAYS 6 

Someday, i hope can swim in the top of Marina bay :")

finally malemnya kita party, gak sih party cuman sekedar makan makan aja, but very enjoy this night, meski ada yang beteee, hahaha peduli gue sama elooo ya?!, ini terakhir kita ketemu buddy kita , oh how i miss you my best buddy charlee, my beautiful faith, brenda, linet, shahiran, hasbih, and another 

DAYS 7 

days 7 terakhir nginep di homestay IRIS, meski gue sebel nginep disana bukan gara gara rumah ato pemiliknya,(eh ada sedikit sih)  melainkan keegoisan dari MILOW and little...  yang menelen ludah aja kali yaaa, huehehehe :p abistu ngasik some gift from bali, then kita diantar ke sekolah tanpa sarapan, buset ni homestay dedemit amet yaaa, udah poni kayak kangen band gini, hahahahaha :p kumpul di sekolah untuk ke China town and Orchad road, karena ada sedikit problem , gue pindah ke ganngya indira, ella, ayu , nindy 

uncle ice cream 

give ice cream to bird :p 

shopping nothing :p 

ayu beli VCD karaoke cina buat surprised papanya hahahaha :p

 bukan ayu kalo gak gila kayak gini, oh gadddd kenapa kamu yuk?

setelah gila bersama tanpa gang yang ada ituwwwwww, kita akhirnya ke orchad road buat shopping huehehehe :p, ketemu micheleng yang gadisukain semuannya, shahiran, dan laiinya :p . setelah dibuat pusing sama siapa namanya gue lupa, itu kita muterin ION mall 4x, padahal cuman pengen nyebrang, tapi peraturan gaboleh nyebrang di sana, harus lewat jalur bawah tanah mall, akhirnya kita nemuin juga mall sebrang, abistu kumpul balik kehotel. Setelah gossiping, kumpul bareng, temen yang geng itu baik sama aku tanpa miloww ya :p, hahahahahaha jam 10 aku dijemput mama papa kakak untuk besok lanjutin holiday di singapore and malaysia. meski sedih harus pisah sama BDS student sama baliknya ke bali gak sama rombongan huehehe. akhirnya ke Fragrance hotel, nginep, dan i left my shoes on iris home, dammnnn!!! tapi kata papa gausah balik, udah malem, dan harga taksi lebih mahal dari harga sepatu (jarak hotel ke iris home jauh banget, hotel di tengah kota) jadi yaaa byeeee my lovely shoess, muehehee :p. goodnight everyoneee :*, next time aku lanjut ceritaaaaaaaa yaaaaaaaaa, keep in touch beibeh <3